Hello everyone. My name is Craig. I live in Connecticut. I am a victim of a horrible crime that is going on in this country and around the world but is not talked about much because it is so hideous and truly just not believable. Below is my blog.
I MUST NOTE... what you are reading here are most if not all my postings while i was under heavy electronic attack. Yes, ELECTRONIC ATTACK. This is exactly what is being done remotely with satellite and drones above us-FACT. Our body is made up of electromatic impulses in which this technology has the capacity to literally track and torture it's targets.
I have gone back and read all my posting and i fully understand they just look like a madman's diary. But you have to do more research and hear more from others going thru thist. THIS IS NOT A CRAIG FROM CONNECTICUT THING. This is being done and affecting TENS OF THOUSANDS of innocent civilians world wide.
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ReplyDeleteThank You for posting..........
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ReplyDeleteI totally understand Craig as I have been a TI since Dec 2000. Pass this suggestion on. We need to show up in N NUMBERS during a highly covered and nationally publicized event. Like a presidential debate? If Americans see the MESSAGE the same time the candidates do, the insanities will have to be addressed.
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ReplyDeleteYet another horrible day. Just doesn't ever seem to relent.Constant ear humming/vibrating, being radiated, being made to feel sick. Just awful. I mean does it EVER get better?? It's just so taxing on the body. What a horrible way to have to live.
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ReplyDeleteYesterday was actually the first "decent" day i've had since this daily tracking/torture campaign started. Of course no0w today, pretty much back to the usual misery. Microwaved while on laptop trying to just relax today but not happening so went for a drive and of course hit there too messing with my nerves like their doing as i write this. It's such an awful feeling to be electronically tortured. It's indescribable unless you've experienced it for yourself. Stomach pain and bloating all day. Torso sore from being fried at night. Need to start covering up again or their going to succeed in causing the early disease they want. I just can't understand the meaning of just torturing someone over and over, day after day. Data collecting my ass, it;s nothing but shear sadistic pleasure because of the fucking data you need to know is that yea these weapons can make your life a living hell and kill you, period.
ReplyDeleteI'll fight til i drop.
Past 3 days have been much better, especially compared to how bad it was just last week, Maybe their trying to see what i would do with myself not being attacked so badly and collecting that data. Always hard to tell exactly what's going on thru the minds of these people, especially since each of our stories are different, target to target. All i know if the relief has been VERY much needed and of course, welcomed. Only thing is the pain the were causing for 2 of these 3 days to my lower back and stomach. I think they judge us and at times "award" us for good behavior and punish us for doing what they see as bad behavior(or what is bad behavior), I could go into much detail here but it's very hard to completely explain unless you're living it. A bit of a backslid tonight but i will continue to try to better myself and see how this plays out in the near future.
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ReplyDeleteAnother not so bad day. Maybe it has something to do with the holidays and replacement torturers not sure. But the mood was horrible most of the day. The way they can just completely numb out my brain and today caused depression off the charts. If it's not one thing it's another seemingly.
ReplyDeleteBack to the usual type torment today. Bloating, pain, disorientation especially when driving today. For some reason i almost pulled out right as a few cars were passing by. Wasn't paying attention because of the way was being hit. Causing stress to my heart and shortness of breath, that awful deep to the core radiated feeling. Guess the asshole is back in the 'torture room' from it's holiday vacation. (yes people, they have rooms set up for certain and many targets with these scum operating these weapons and doing their evil, collecting data, etc) People i'm telling you and i'll keep telling you, we have to get these torture drones out of the sky. This is where our torture comes from, if not most, then all the time. THIS is our true fight. Every target more than likely has AT LEAST 1 of these "death stars" above them, 24/7/365. These things can track you ANYWHERE you go as they are easily flown anywhere at high altitudes. The FAA doesn't do a damn thing about them nor does our government. They are given free will of air space to go anywhere they want to basically anywhere in the WORLD, not just in the U.S. These drone weapons are basically cable of causing and mimicking _any_ physical or mental symptom from mental illness to back pain, any type of ailment. I predict eventually there will be so many of these things in the sky, they will basically have the capability to mind control anyone anywhere in the world. I have to think they are trying to accomplish something like this in the future. Everyone really needs to open their eyes because this is going to affect _everyone_ one way or another whether they realize it or not. God only knows what these block ops have in store for this country and world. I just can't understand how these sub-humans can get away wit this and there is no authority figures we can go to for help and just continued to be tortured and murdered slowly or quickly depending who you are.
ReplyDeleteYesterday not great, but not terrible.The virtually constant disorientation varies from day to day but is almost always there. The way they can hit me anywhere i go even while driving in the rain, snow, cloudy. Just no escaping it. Have to have had implant(s) put in when i had my nasal surgery.(will explain this is further detail later) Had a doc look at x-rays and he said neck area is suspect for implant but i need to get an rfid chip scan then x-rays to have absolute proof. I know something isn't right inside my body. Even after i had an upper/lower scope, something hasn't been right. Especially after this. Shortly after the procedure i started getting swelling in places i never had before. This is also when the tracking and torture started. My entire gut area has actually changed shape. And since then they're able to cause very localized pain in places on my torso when walking, driving, in stores, again, ANYWHERE i go. I believe they chipped me here as well. Just an educated guess after months of this going on.Just the thought of these places doing this to me absolutely sickens me. How could they do this to someone like a damn lab rat? To destroy ones life in such a way with this torment that is virtually constant? I will further explain my story and how everything actuaslly started 20 years ago now that i look back. Never realized i was a target for so long.
ReplyDeleteI will also try to make sense for those that couldn't possibly understand why or how this could be happening to me and many other people around the world.
Anyways, felt like getting up at 3:30am this morning and doing some ebay listings and of course as soon as i start moving around, the deep left inner ear humming/vibrating starts,(they know every move you make, what you say, hear, and even think. Yes it's 100% fact, they have the technology to do this and DO do this) then the pain basically all over mixed in with a little microwave radiation.I know when i say things like this it sounds crazy but you come to realize what are organic symptoms and what aren't.
Just doesn't make any sense whatsoever how any human could and would do this to another. It's so evil and sadistic.There are very sick disgusting people,if you can even call them that, at the top of this calling the shots, and who should be put in jail for life. These people need to be found and held accountable for their hideous actions against mankind God help all us that are going thru this horrible daily torment at the hands of these purely evil and utter cowards. It's hard not to call these sick degenerates what they are, but it's only the facts of who they are.
Overall, lately has been better. Still an awful way to live, but better. That being said, today wasn't a good day at all. Worked on my ebay biz today and was hit _all_ day and now still into the night pretty good with microwave torture. I've said it before and i'll keep saying it to people reading this that don't understand this, people, when your being tortured you absolutely know it. There is NO mistaking it. It is so awful and indescribable. Microwave torture i'm sure other targets would agree is one of the worst ways to be tortured. Today(and any others) i truly feel that these weapons are killing me, if not slowly, then quickly. Time will tell. And for me at least, there is absolutely no escaping this. As i've said times before, i could be_anywhere_ and i'm still able to be hit. Whether it's by satellite or drones, they can get me anywhere, and do. Living like this is so horrible it's beyond words. To be at the _complete_ mercy of these hideous weapons being operated by the most evil disgusting people who have already sold their souls to the devil.
ReplyDeleteThe more this transpires, I firmly believe they have quite possibly put implants in me from my head, ear, neck, to all throughout my torso, which enables them to attack those areas and have definitely caused damaged. I know i am in need of an RFID scan, without question. Maybe detecting them and removal of some or all(if that's even possible at this point)may help, maybe not. But i have to believe with what they are doing to me and with the ease their doing it, something non organic is going on inside my body.
Anyways, thanks for reading and God help me and all targets. Have to say again.. How in the FUCK could this be happening to me and others in this supposed great and "free" country. These people that run this sick operation need to be hunted down like the terrorists that they are. They are a serious threat to one day, _every_ man's freedom.
Craig, you will be free soon. Soon you'll be well on your way to recovery from them and back to normal after 2 years I'm perdicting after going through all that. Stay strong in the mean time .
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ReplyDeletePast 2 days have been bad. Being radiated/microwaved seemingly to death. The way they can get me anywhere. Even making my stomach bloat and pain all over my torso no matter where i am. How can i not be chipped? But just a few hours ago they made me pretty disoriented for about 20-30 seconds and i'm feeling that they're going to end me. I'm trying to stay calm but just don't know what these people have in store for me. I just told my mother if they do end up killing me to have my body scanned for implants. Not feeling well right now, they're really going to town on me with these awful weapons.
ReplyDeletePeople we have to get our skies back and get these death drones out of the sky and stop having the FAA and everyone else look away at what these weapons are doing up there to us. They're are so many over me now, i lose count. This is and will be our biggest fight. This and tracking down exactly where these homeland terrorist are operating these weapons from.
God help me.
This virtually constant hitting of my head that is causing disorientation is destroying my life. Happens any and everywhere, literally. Believed was chipped 20 years ago after a bad sinus surgery. I mean what's the damn point of doing this to someone? And deep inner ear humming/vibrating? Sorry but that's not organic. That right there should tell you something is going on folks. Hit my nerves again today. Just complete misery when being hit like this. It all just makes no damn sense.
ReplyDeleteSeemingly permanently locked on my head with these weapons. The virtually constant ear humming/vibrating, of course the ridiculously loud ears ringing as a result of being hit to my head so often, the microwave disorienting, hitting my nerves some now. Just never stops or seems to relent for any extended period of time. I want to try and explain my entire story to you whenever it is my head feels right and i can focus enough to be able to sit for awhile and try to detail my story. Anyways, things weren't as bad so far today but everyday is still hell one way or another. Going to try a heavy force magnet to see if it can disable potential implants in my ear, head, and neck. Keep ya posted about this. God bless us all who's lives have literally been destroyed by this nonsensical evil.
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ReplyDeleteBtw, EVERY DAY i go thru a period of time, if not several minutes to hours of moaning out loud because of the torture. Now you tell me what mental illness causes one to actually moan in torment if it's all in your head???!
ReplyDelete7:20 PM. Been microwaved all day basically non stop. I'm trying to list items on ebay and it's unrelenting. Hitting my head as usual. The microwave torture gets to your core. It's absolutely horrible.
ReplyDeleteEverything is worse lately and more often. Don't know how much abuse my body can take of this torment. Don't really know what to say at this point. All i can do is keep pushing on and hope and pray someday sooner than later it relents to a tolerable level, because this is no good.
ReplyDeleteHit with microwave in bed then disoriented all day now back in bed doing ebay and being hit heavier with microwave causing stress to heart, disorientation, and just shear torment. How can our government let this happen i just cant get past this. Don't know how much more my body is suppose to take of this.
ReplyDeleteEither there trying to see how much i can take both physically and mentally, going to kill me , or both. This is just horrible what is being done to me. I have made mistakes and done things over my time i'm not proud of but damn i don't deserve this utter torment. Nobody deserves this, nobody.
ReplyDeleteFeels like there going in for the kill. It's non stop and at virtually unbearable levels now. I am hit anywhere and everywhere there is NOWHERE i can go to at least get temporary relief from this. Bad disorientating hitting my head all damn day then my nerves and as always deep inner left ear humming. What absolutely sick disgusting horrible people to do this to another. Names don't begin to describe these creatures.
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ReplyDeleteAnother horrible day. Microwave hell torture, disorientated and ear humming as usual. Nothing is getting better with this. You can't make up this level of misery and utter torment and torture in your mind, Just can't. This is making me feel so sick.
ReplyDeleteYesterday and last night was one of if not the roughest day yet. Microwave was so bad last night had me fearing for my life. My mother saw how bad it was and just kept telling her how could such torment like this be all in my head? She knows me and i never acted like this before i started being tortured daily. Stay tuned for the rest of the day don't know what to expect at this point. But of course so far today the constant ear vibrating/humming and virtually constant 'hitting' of my head to cause lightheadedness and disorientation. Just a living hell right now.
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ReplyDeleteOver the holidays it got better but worse both before and after Christmas and New Years. Think they like to tease or something, don;t know. I'm not quitting, they might kill me but not quitting. I feel so poisoned and radiated right now how can these weapons be out there for these "people" to use on others? It's so beyond words and disgusting how evil these creeps are it can't even be put into words.
ReplyDeleteMy attacks now are getting downright scary and more and more often. Don't know what to do i think they want me to suffer as much as possible before my agonizing death. Dozens of drones above me now 24/7. Can see them on a clear night. I know there patterns, i see them move ever so sightly when i watch carefully. These aren't stars. These are what's torturing me and many other targets and right now killing me. Quickly if not slowly.
ReplyDeleteI try to tell my family and especialy my sister what's being done to me and all she can say is "well we do have a history of mental illness in the family". Not even sure what that means. Just a total slap in the face. We deserve golden stars for what we go thru 24/7, instead we get discredited, crooked eyes, and have nothing to show for it except people thinking your crazy because what these scum are doing is truly not believable. But at the same time when your acting like you never acted before and crying out to your family in utter anguish you figure they would believe you on some level and have more understanding and compassion. If i die here soon, it's no natural causes, i was murdered by these Godforsaken direct energy weapons. How this what is suppose to be a great country can let this happen to their innocent civilians is absolutely mind blowing. God help me.
Horrible way to live. Just horrible. Being beaten down now constantly all day where ever i go. No escaping. Nights are no picnic either. Everything has been amped up. They have a constant lock on my head, neck and ear causing constant disorietation, lightheadedness and loud ear humming/vibrating deep inside my left ear. Don't know what to do.
ReplyDeleteThey're going to kill me soon if this doesn't relent. Beating me down too much too often now. Don't know what to do. I'm at their complete mercy with these direct energy weapons.
ReplyDeleteWant to get a scanning done when i come into some money next month. I'm sure i'm chipped in a handful of places. Don't think they want me to reach this point. Also have to move soon and hear it can get worse when try to move. Well worse for me is death so don't know what's going to happen here soon. Don't like to keep coming on here bitching but it;s just so bad lately. They have entire free will to do anything they want to my body anywhere i go. The entire sick system has really did a number on me from butchering a nose operation 20 years ago awaking to horrible throat pain and beyond bad nausea to just a few years ago having so many issues now with my entire GI tract since a scoping. The way they hit my head _constantly_ anywhere makes me believe the hospital chipped me in my head, ear, and neck. Never realized the extent of the mind control until now. Used to get tingling in the back of my neck. I also believe i've been chipped in my gi tract as i'm hit there very localized _anywhere_ i go. It's all just utter insanity made to destroy us across the board completely. It's a COMPLETE life rape A-Z. I used to ask who is in on this shit now i ask who ISN'T in on it?
ReplyDeleteJust not sure if i'm going to make it thru this anymore. It's becoming overwhelming now. Hitting me heavily virtually non-stop. Disorienting and hitting my nerves to the point i'm going to become incapacitated, then it's over. They're trying to make me have a nervous break down at the moment and i don't now what's going to happen. As usual i have no place to get respid from this as i'm hit anywhere and everywhere i go.
ReplyDeleteOur biggest fight is to get the FAA and other authorities to get these damn death drones out of the sky. As long as their able to be above us without consequence we will never be free. Been saying this since i realized what's going on and being done to me.
ReplyDeleteSaturday of this weekend hitting my head to disorient to the point all i could do was lay down all day. Were hitting my nerves as well. Sunday wasn't great either. Every day now is some variation of a living hell. My body is taking such a beating in every way imaginable.
ReplyDeleteToday woke up to microwave as usual, trying to sleep in to get some true rest for once is impossible when they turn it on you. Then pretty bad disorientating for a good 3-4 hours while hitting my torso localized like they can. Then went to Target and more disorientating and really amped up the attack on my torso in the usual localized points on each side of my torso. Can only assume this is implant when they can get me inside anywhere i go and always the usual spots-HEAD, LEFT EAR HUMMING, NECK(have had tingling here for many years and never knew why-also believe this is how they can really attack your nerves) and the spots on my torso causing bad pain and major swelling of stomach. These people are ruthless and relentless. I can only pray they eventually back off at some point because this is so taxing on my body. How it plays with your mind is no joke either. This goes beyond your core and test ones resolves beyond words. I say it every day, HOW CAN THIS BE HAPPENING AND BE ALLOWED TO HAPPEN IN THIS COUNTRY AND AROUND THE WORLD????
This whole situation is very bad now. The torture is virtually constant with all day and into the night being heavy and often. I'm truly being murdered as i type this. If they don't relent at some point here i'm going to die.
ReplyDeleteI keep saying to those who read this, our biggest fight is and will be getting our authority figures to get and keep these torture/spy drones out of our damn skies. Our military and government has the capacity and capabilities to do this but don't, and this is what's killing us, literally. Folks DOMESTIC TERRORISM is on our soil and not leaving anytime soon if we continue to let this happen and allow these drones any sky space!!!! Our government and military needs to be fighting this battle HERE and NOW and isn't!!!!
Very bad now. don't know what else to say.
ReplyDeleteI'm in big trouble they're not relenting and everyday is getting worse. Disorienting me to non functional not to mention messing with the nerves, constant ear vibrating and microwave. Their hitting me in a way that's getting to my core and feels so unbelievably awful and torturous if they don't relent i'm not gonna make it.
ReplyDeleteI now believe i'm being taken out soon. I just don't understand this what did i ever do to anyone to deserve this? I'm being bombarded with microwave which the best way to describe it is exactly what it is, microwave torture. You CANNOT make this up and conjure up this type of torment. This IS NOT mental illness to the people reading this that can't understand this. I have been for whatever reason targeted i believe since 1995 when ST RAPHAEL'S HOSPITAL IN NEW HAVEN CT did a HORRIBLE job on my nose surgery, and was left nauseated beyond words when i awoke to be sick for MONTHS afterwards. Maybe this was just a bad reaction i don't know. I _believe_, not saying definite, but think because of what is happening to me now where i am 'hit' on my head CONSTANTLY and now it is becoming debilitating and unbearable. I have NO escape from these weapons. In any building, even taking a sauna i am hit. This along with the constant ear humming and tingling to my neck i've had for years which is also being hit very hard now, makes me believe for whatever sick reason, was chipped in the head, left ear, and neck. My throat was extremely sore following the surgery as well which was strange as i've had 4 procedures since then and never any sign of a sore throat. I also _believe_ that GI ASS. of CONNECTICUT did something as well, as since shortly after that procedure that's when the tracking and torture started. Just a few months afterwards i also developed out of nowhere swelling of my lymphatic system-liver and spleen. Before this procedure i always had an iron gut, since it i'm still recovering. And they way these weapons are able to hit me very localized in similar spots on my torso even when in buildings has me thinking was implanted here as well. I know this all sounds crazy but unless you're living this you couldn't understand.TRUST ME people, there are _extremely evil_ people out there that are doing this to many innocent people not just in the U.S, but the world. Just search "targeted individuals" or "tortured in america". Go on facebook and look up "targeted individuals", you will find hundreds of fb groups now of people telling their stories of the HELL that these sub humans from top to bottom that are involved in this are doing to us. I also believe life insurance policies are involved here as you here how they take out policies on our lives overseas and collect the money where dead. I feel too sick and disoriented right now to go into the details of these claim i'm making but open your eyes everyone, something absolutely horrible is being done to many innocent civilian here. DOMESTIC TERRORISM IS ALREADY HERE AS HAS BEEN!!! Yet nobody deso anything about it. We can't go to law enforcement as they are all told to just say we are crazy. I'M TELLING YOU PEOPLE i now ave DOZENS of UAV drones above me 24/4/364 and these are what are literally killing me and may very well kill me soon. They don't want me to get a rfid chip scan which they know i want to have done next month, which will probably reviel implants and give me some credibility to the claims i've been making.These people have killed before with these direct energy weapons and will continue to kill unless we hold our government responsible and get law enforcement to help us. How these weapons are able to get in the hands of criminals is beyond me. I believe many entities are involved in this for the almighty dollar and POWER of control of the people. Time will tell the truth of this.
ReplyDeleteHave to take a break the torture is so bad now.
It's also possible that they put a chip in my heart. heard they can inject it into your leg then it goes straight to your heart. They have given me scares with my heart again i could be anywhere and they can do this. Again, if i live long enough to get a scan, it may prove this. I know sounds crazy, but it's these perps that are truly out of their minds to do this to people, all the while their weapons giving us symptoms to make us look crazy. The entire operation is a complete life rape. Discredit, isolate, and torture. Disgusting.
DeleteBacked off a little yesterday but then for about 10+ hours were hitting my heart pretty good.(and NO is wasn't damn anxiety or organic heart palpitations, you know when your being tortured by these weapons, period) Now today started ok(still hell always though) but the ear humming/vibrating is constant and they're still pounding my head as usual causing virtually constant disorientation and messing with my nerves good leaving no chance for any quality of life whatsoever. This is hell on earth no doubt about it, all the while nobody but other targets believe you. Even though one of my life long friends did just told me he believes me 100% now, i can't help but think he might be saying this to make me feel a little better about things. As i've said before you simply cannot conjure up this kind of torment and torture, and trust me that's exactly what is us.. ELECTRONIC TORTURE. You can only imagine what this feels like. I look around at everyone else living their lives on their terms. Free to do what they want, when they want, not being subjected to being the lab rat i am now and not being constantly tormented in one way or another. What i wouldn't do for have my freedom back which has been completely stripped away from me so unjustly and cowardly. To non targets that are reading this you HAVE NO IDEA how LUCKY you are not to be going through this shit. A few targets say they eventually back off, other say they don't. All i know is this level torment im being put through on a daily basis which has been going on daily 24/7 for a year now, and actually two overall i'd say looking back, has me with ZERO quality of life. Just torment and torture for these soulless cowards sadistic gains. This did not happen overnight folks. There have been many events now as i look back that have happened which has led up to this. And i thought the 10 years of incessant 24/7/365 aircraft harassment was bad enough, i NEVER could have thought these people could or would do this to someone. How can anyone? And note, since the tracking and torture has started, the aircraft is still there, but nowhere near what it was before. This is obviously no coincidence as the torture i'm going through now kind if makes the aircraft harassment redundant. I would sign up any day to go back to just the aircraft harassment over this daily torment. And yes folks when you see and hear dozens and some days several dozens of aircraft in a single day when all your life i can't recall a handful passing by, something is obviously going on. Only the one that sees it everyday could believe it. That's the thing about this sick scheme, is is so disgusting, so unbelievably evil and devious that nobody could possibly believe it because these actions against us are truly just not believable.
ReplyDeleteAnyways, trying to get this scanning done sooner than later for what it may help and may not. I do most definitely believe i am chipped, the question is how many and where. Things just aren't good right now and have not showed any signs of relenting really. To just keep dong this to someone no matter what you might think of them is just the cruelest, sickening, cowardly thing you can do to a person. To totally destroy their life as they knew it, discredit them, not allow them to work a real job or live any semblance of a normal life whatsoever all the while constantly tormenting them with these awful weapons coming from drones, aircraft, and/or satellite, even from from people with hand held weapons near you, is just utterly mind blowing and incomprehensible. And the fact that there is nobody we can go to for help is absolutely just as sickening and disgusting, as so many entities are in on this horrible scheme. I just can't comprehend how or why this could happen to me and other targets out there. It's like a horrible nightmare i just want to wake up from. Nobody deserves this, NOBODY.
Btw, about these drones that are above me and every other target, if not mostly ever other target... There are literally dozens of them now. They triangulate and feed of the gird, and each other, this is FACT. I do not see anymore stars above this area now because of all the industry around here now with their lighting. All that can be seen now are these drones. Yes DRONES. These are unmanned quadcopter drones, not like the ones that everyone is buying, but much bigger military grade drones. They pose as stars but i assure you they ARE NOT stars. This is another situation where you have to see it everyday to believe it or understand it. I have been saying it for awhile now, these Godawful weapons are our biggest fight, and eventually our fight against humanity, period. These are what spy, track and torture us targets. Many targets have said and filmed them above them. Just look it up on you tube and search for info on them. Does a star sway back and forth, up and down???? NO!!! They are usually perched too far up to notice them moving at all. This is another way this program deceives non targets because unless you know what's truly going on and are a target yourself, you would just assume they are stars and call anyone paranoid and crazy for thinking otherwise. These drones have massive and multiple capabilities. They can literally mimic a cause a person to appear to have a wide variety of mental disorders. I know, as i have felt it, and in such horrible ways. They can completely numb you out, or stimulate you. This is what theymean by mind-control. It's not so much as makng you a robot, but it's the brain numbing they can do. They can cause _extreme_ anxiety, depression, confusion and nervousness because they hit the central nervous system. And many other symptoms that might have not yet been discovered yet. You learn after awhile what is organic illness and what is not. There is also more these weapons can do which i hope to explain later such as forced imagery usually done when awakening or trying to go to sleep, when your eyes are closed. They can also subliminally or artificially put words in your head. I know as i have been experiencing this for many years.
ReplyDeleteThe more people turn away from this fact of what is going on, the worse it will get and the more people will become targets, and the more they will torture and even kill, which i have heard within the community they have done.
We are NOT crazy, just TARGETED.
You need to forget what you know, or THINK you know about your reality and what's truly going on around us b the powers that be in this country. You see al the evil in this world and what man is the sick acts man is capable of. People with unlimited funds and resources in this country are abusing their power and using it for pure evil here folks. I understand what i'm sayin sounds cray and challenges your core beliefs about man and what they are and are not capable of, but what i'm trying to explain to you here is absolute fact. All i can do is tell you the TRUTH. I mean how do i make this shit up?????
ReplyDeleteOne thing to consider, was reported that a few years ago there i heard on talk radio there was 4.3 TRILLION dollars UNACCOUNTED for i believe in government, or world spending. Now where do you think that money is going to?? Obviously at least much of that money is going into this sick scheme.
Starting to feel disgustingly sick from these weapons again so have to keep this short but something that also needs to be discussed in regards to the capacity of these uav drones are that they have the capabilities of heating up and literally burning a target. A scheme that i have head about is how they hit a target in their sleep on their torso and organs, causing heating INSIDE the body,literally cooking a persons insides and eventually causing premature disease and death. It is a known fight throughout the TI community and one that different targets have different opinions on. But it is my understanding and belief that they are doing this to eventually collect on a targets life insurance policies that are being taken out overseas by someone who looks like the target and having all their information needed to do so. I'm not sure how many reputable insurance company could allow this to happen but i do believe there is something to this. Many other targets have talked about how they need to literally shield themselves and their torso while sleeping so they don't get eventually cooked to death. There are some web sites and info on this as well. This is speculation amongst the community but let's face it what does it all come down to? MONEY!!! Why would they want to do this to people if there wasn't money involved somehow??? And if not for money, then for shear sadistic gain and data collection on just what these weapons can do to a persons body long or short term. We have to start thinking outside the box here and that when money and power are put into the hands of the truly evil and devious, that _anything_ is possible, it is not?? Like i said just look at what going on in this world now. Mankind has been doing evil things for many many years as we look back at history so when unlimited money and power are involved along with all this new technology, are the claims i'm making really THAT hard to believe in some capacity?
ReplyDeleteAnyways, they have been causing damage to my lympthatic system for awhile now. I feel the pain when i wake and it's time for me to start covering up my torso or it will cause early disease, if it hasn't at least caused some damage already. This is another thing that would make anyone look crazy, just seeing someone trying different ways to shield themselves, you would think their crazy right???? People NO!!! We are not crazy, this is just the ongoing bullshit fight that we must deal with as we are NOT CRAZY, JUST TARGETED!!!!
The people that are truly cray are IN FACT the ones doing all this sick and truly not believable acts towards us!! I truly hope your starting to get what i'm saying and believing on some level. If not, then your just blind and maybe perhaps afraid to free your mind enough to want to know the TRUTH.
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ReplyDeleteJust when maybe you might think finally they will start backing off, they beat you down bad the next day. Beating me down all day with yet again very bad disorientation to the head, especially the entire time i'm in Target store trying to buy clearance items for resale on ebay. All i want to do is go about my life not to be judged by people that have no right to judge anyone and torment them. I've been saying this from the time this torture started that the way they are able to hit my head, sometimes so heavy to the point i have a hard time walking and even seeing straight, that there has to be some type of implant in my head. I know they don't need implants to do what they do, but it has to be making it so easy for them to get to me anywhere and everywhere i go-no escape whatsoever.I have my reasons over the years of what has transpired to believe i have them at least in my head, left ear, and base of neck. As i've said before pertaining to all of this you know what you go thru everyday for years and after awhile can put some of it together. For whatever sick reasons these people have nothing but utter disregard and pure hatred towards me. The fact that it's been over a year now and lately has just gotten worse to the point i can barely function certain days and just existing is shear torment and living any quality of life is simply not possible. I haven't been myself since this started and haven't had one normal non torturous day yet since. Only the most sadistic type of people are capable of doing this to someone without regards for their life only wanting to destroy it. God knows i've made mistakes but i sure as hell don't deserve this shit. And the fact that i just can't call my local law enforcement and say look dammit i'm literally being tortured by these weapons i know for FACT 100% are in the skies 24/7/365 over me doing to me what i've explained in earlier posts, why can't you just get in an aircraft(uhh.. SKY PATROL MAYBE???) and see for your damn self and get em the fuck outta the sky?!!!! But they won't because this whole sick scheme is a hush hush and it's either over everyone's head in authority or their in on it in some capacity. This is just FACT. Gotta go for now i'm being hit so bad to the head all day it's just horrible. And in any of these post if i sound like i'm in panic mode or not completely coherent its only because in the moment i'm in utter torment and being tortured as i type.
ReplyDeleteI will fight this till my body drops, but my God, you would figure even the sickest of the sick after awhile would say damn we've put this sorry s.o.b thru enough lets back off him now. Evil weapons in the hands of the purely evil is a very dangerous combination.
I feel so sick and poisoned from these disgusting weapons today.You can only imagine what microwave torture feels like. It is one of the most sickening and disgusting feeling you can't even describe.
ReplyDeleteI truly think as i mentioned before, there is something to the thinking that multiple life insurance policies are being taken out on a targets head to collect when they die,(eventually murdered) from the constant abuse of these weapons against us. After all, doesn't it always come down to the almighty dollar, and with this scheme, at any cost.
I truly don't know what even the near future holds for me now.
Backed way off last 3 days. Under attack now though. What an awful sickly feeling it is. What is the point of this?
ReplyDeleteHitting my nerves all day. No this isn't stress, it's non organic electronic torture. Unless you're going thru it you wouldn't understand and think it's all mental. Things were much much better for about 3 days and i was basically feeling much more like myself again. Now once again hitting me basically all day into the night in a way that just destroys your life and who you are as a person. Also been hitting my torso while in bed and sleeping. Even when in a building moving. At the very least their trying to cause disease to my organs. Just don't have a good feeling about things. I did more so during the 3 day reprieve but when they start hitting you in such a way i try to remain positive and stay strong, but these weapons get to your absolute core and test every fiber of your being. Wish they would just relent and let me live my life and function on a level that isn't so literally TORTUROUS everyday. It's just awful.
ReplyDeleteRight now this is a torture-death campaign what's happening to me. It's too heavy too often. If it's not one thing it's another virtually ALWAYS. Being microwaved to death so often when in my room, and hit in such a horrible way anywhere i go. Its just awful.
ReplyDeleteI just read some of my prior postings and have to say my typing is terrible in some of them only because in the moment i'm typing i am usually under heavy attack and literally besides myself from these weapons. I would spell correct but i don't see the option anywhere to do that without deleting and starting over so i just post it as it is.
ReplyDeleteJust wanted to clarify this that i'm well aware of my typing mistakes but it can be very difficult to even be coherent when your being "hit" something awful with these weapons.
Hitting my heart most of last night. Sleep has been shitty lately and at the moment there hitting my head in a way that is disorientating and just feels outright awful. Again as i've said before and will keep saying, you just don't make this level and kind of torment up.
ReplyDeleteFeel so sick right now. It's just non-stop torment now. Completely ruining every facet of my life with no chance for joy when being hit like this so often. I won't quit though. Cowards.
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ReplyDeleteTell me these creeps don't want me dead? Hitting my entire torso all night and able to get to it probably with the help of implants all day too. Between this, the microwaving, the disorientating, hitting my nerves, all virtually constant and varying. Never stops completely. I just can't understand how people could do this to another and get away with it to boot.
ReplyDeleteThey're just non stop locked on my head and CNS and just never seems to relent. These weapons can make you feel so disgustingly sick from the radiation and whatever else their doing to you. It's just absolutely horrible. Wears you out. Then you get tired when they pull back and all you want to do is try and rest a bit but then they don't usually allow that. The whole scheme just makes no damn sense.
ReplyDeleteThis constant bombardment of disorientating of my head is destroying my life and well being. It varies but is virtually constant all waking hours. And the way i have absolutely NO escape from it wherever i go is such a horrible way to have to go thru every day. I keep praying someday sooner than after it relents and i can live some kind of worthwhile life without having to suffer thru every day so much. When/if i end up getting scanned soon and no implants are detected i'll be in absolute disbelief.
ReplyDeleteThe torture is continuous and virtually non-stop. Cannot be described unless it;s happening to you.
ReplyDeleteThe way i am tortured any and every where i go is just exhausting. Just doing simple things can be tiring. It's the way i am continuously beat down. Day after day after day. Tried begging my family to front me the money for a scanning last year because i know something is going on inside me the way they can get to me anywhere and because of this they're able to really beat me down. I could have been a full year into the process of getting myself potential help for this, instead i suffer greatly so often and hit so heavy sometimes all day. If something happens to me, they will say oh Craig was just very stressed blah blah... BULLSHIT, these weapons wear you out, plain and simple, and the perps know it. They want me dead for whatever sick reason i can tell you this. And that's not stress talking, it's just facts. The only stress i have is dealing with the constant beat down of these disgusting weapons.
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ReplyDeleteWanted to also add that the past 3 times(over months) i've had a few drinks( i know i need to cut it out completely but believe me i don't drink anywhere near like i used to)they have punished me hard with very bad heart palpitations and other symptoms which just doesn't make it even worth it to drink anyone at all. Not sure why they would do this when drinking is a form of self destruction in itself or maybe they want me to die from "alcohol withdrawel". Anyways, just felt the need to document. Yes foolishly i am having a few drinks at the moment so let's see what happens later if they decide to punish me yet again, or even worse. I know i should just kick booze to the curb which i pretty much have done but geez i can't even have a few pops once in awhile?? It's a taking away of free will thing i think.
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ReplyDeleteBeen working at shielding my torso while sleeping because they're hitting me harder with these weapons now, trying to cause disease and death. Again as i've stated now several times you know when your body is being messed with unorganically, and when it's not something natural. You just cannot conjure up this torment and all the numerous symptoms that go with it. Like the past 3-4 nights i've been trying different shielding, they're able to pinpoint the exact location on my torso that isn't covered. Very painful the next day, along the top of my torso where the shielding isn't tight enough to cover up they're able to get to it. Another target says they see us in 3-D, which i think may be right the way they can pinpoint any location on your body and hit you. This is all computerized high tech military equipment weapons that are being directed at us targets people. And stop asking "why me"? Shit, that's not the question anymore. This could happen to ANYONE. Again you can only understand or believe this if your living it, and it's been true hell. And trust me i'm not being paranoid when i say i believe these people and this program want me dead. This did not happen just overnight. Many others are targeted like this and are suffering greatly CONSTANTLY, such as me. I've said it before i believe money is the end game(isn't it always?) and i do think they have a scheme in place that takes life insurance policies on us or some of us overseas(where apparently it's easier to be more secretive about it), and they cash in when we die from "natural causes". I don't understand how there isn't a world wide data base that tells anyone if there are policies on their heads without their consent. Just unreal. Check out www.stopthismuderscheme.com. This guy might sound crazy to you but after what i've been experiencing i definitely think there is something to what he's saying. He says he's a former perp that left the program is why he knows what he knows.
ReplyDeleteYou have to open your minds people and forget what you think you knew about today's powers that be. There is much evil going on here and entities from top to bottom are in on this.
Constantly being beat down. All day into night. Hit to the head all day, sometimes heavy. Always messing with my nerves. Cause shortness of breath and just putting a lot of stress on my body constantly. Been trying to cover up my torso because they're really going after it, trying to cause disease. With the utter torment they put me threw day after day and how they go after my organs when sleeping, they want me dead. If something bad happens, you'll all know why. Won't be "natural causes", it'll be murder, and there isn't one authority figure i can go to for help. How sickening is that and this whole disgusting scheme?
ReplyDeleteLast night from 2:30am to about 9am hitting my heart and making sleep impossible. It's more than just palpitations, it feels as if your body and heart are vibrating. Just a horrible experience.
ReplyDeleteMuch of my torso feels sore today, as the more i try to shield the more they amp up the attacks causing pain which is frying y organs form the inside out as described in earlier posts.
Will be coming into m inheritance money soon to get the scanning done hopefully later this month. I feel they don't want me to get this canning done and if something happens to me her soon, and during my what's going to be ongoing fight with this after the scanning-locating implants with x-rays and whatever else i need to do to survive this, then you will know it was no accident.
All i know is the few and far between times when the attacks have truly relented, i returned back to being and feeling like myself again. Those 3 days about 2 weeks ago when they really pulled back i felt GREAT. I was me again, talking to people, was able to plow my accounts with no problems and was normal again. But it never last.
Breathing being affected with these weapons. Taking my breathe away giving me shortness of breath putting stress on body.
ReplyDeleteBeing hit in a way just now causing disorientation. Feel like my time is coming to an end the way they're tormenting me. If something happens to me soon here i was MURDERED by these drone weapons. They are inside to my core with this torture and from how they've made me feel with the scares and other things they've done to me they can kill me in multiple ways anytime they want. I wish this was all in my head, but it's very real and killing me. I see the death drones out my window every night it's clear, yet i can't call the police or anyone else for help. It's all just so wrong. They've been destroying my life now i think they want to end it.
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ReplyDeletePutting too much stress on my heart lately with these weapons. They want me to drop dead. Definitely don't me getting my rfid scan soon either which i know will show things gong on inside my body. Utter worthless cowards. 20 years i say this goes back in some form or another. They are destroying my life and now feel want to end it. This isn't stress just facts.
ReplyDeleteNot doing well at all. I am literally being murdered by these weapons as i type this. It's just non stop on some days and basically non stop in general. I believe these "people" mean me much harm. They are just too inside me to my core with these damn military weapons. How much can ones body take? If something happens to me here it will be murder. They are beating me down in so many different ways that i wished were just conjured up like the general uneducated bind masses think.
ReplyDeleteNot that i should even have a few drinks now and then for a good long while even though my drinking days as i knew them are long over but the last 3 times i drank they punished me good for hours afterwards. Figured have a few drinks of wine for the Super Bowl then after this finally get my head out of my ass and do this fruit cleanse i've been meaning to do for 3-6 weeks and kick the booze to the curb for a good while and keep it out of my head as my perps have really been using it against me. Funny thing they used to back off when i drank, now they punish me good.
ReplyDeleteUnder heavy attack again all day today. Folks, this is very real here. This IS NOT made up and just in my head. Innocent civilians are being tortured and hear some murdered in this country by black ops and other entities and no authority figure will help us. My only hope is removing implants and /or nano particles can give me some kind of relief where i'm not literally tortured EVERYWHERE i go. Can't depend on it happening but i hold out very small hope that someday this will relent to where i can live a bearable worthwhile existence. These people responsible for this mean me much harm. They level of torment and how often leads me to believe they want me to kill myself or make me drop dead from abuse of these weapons on me. You can only imagine what electronic torture feels like, but this is very real and it is happening not just here, but world wide.
ReplyDeleteI wonder if i bought around 10 people with me to the local police and told them i'm being tortured by drones above me if they would do anything. Just can't understand how they just won't help us and these people can just get away with this without being held responsible. I mean i literally and this is no joke have fucking 20 + of these death drones above me now and i'm slowly or quickly, depending on how things go in the future here, being murdered and just have to sit here and take like a sitting duck as they completely destroy my life.
ReplyDeleteAnother rough day as i continue to wait to get funds to get a scanning and try and move forward with this whole nightmare. I'm telling all of you now, if something bad happens to me here in the near future and indefinitely right now, it was no accident or "natural causes". rust me it would be murder by these hideous drone weapons that are above me non stop 24/7/365. God help me.
ReplyDeleteEvery day is hell as i'm beat down all day into night. Everywhere i go, i'm tortured on some level to keep me in a state of absolute misery. I just don't know what to really even do with myself anymore. I try to keep busy but being disoriented on some level virtually constantly along with hitting my nerves and the deep inner ear vibrating non stop, i just get so beat down all i wanna do is go back to bed and try to get rest i need but i know that's no good either.
ReplyDeleteHow can these people be so evil towards me and how does this happen to someone? I just could never imagine how any person or program could do this to people it's so disgustingly evil. MY life has been completely raped, have no privacy whatsoever. Every thought, move i make, thing i hear, or speak is not private nor my own. Every God given right to me has been taken away by this sick scheme that words don't even begin to explain how evil it is and hideous these people are. I honestly don't know if i'm going to survive this anymore.
My torture is non stop and unrelenting, _anywhere_ i go. No escape. Deep inner ear humming of left ear, absolutely locked on my head causing disorientation, confusion leaving zero chance at any quality of life. These decrepit individuals don't even give me a fighting chance with how heavy and often i'm "hit". I believe they want me dead one way or another. I have very sick evil degenerates on me and are completely destroying my life. And FOR WHAT??? Tell me their isn't money in this end game with life insurance policies or something on that level???! My life has been completely raped. But i will fight these weak bastards til i drop.
ReplyDeleteThe attacks are so heavy and frequent now just getting thru the day is a horrible task. It's all day into night, every day. While sleeping they're using these drones to burn up my organs to cause early disease. Every day is excruciating to get thru but i will fight til i drop, which could happen if they keep torturing me like they are. And still waiting to get the scan because my family is making me wait til i get my inheritance. I'll be dead before i get the scan. I believe that's what these creatures want.
ReplyDeleteBeing tortured just horrible lately and all day today into night. Was just in Target looking u clearance item to sell on ebay and as in every store i go to lately the torture becomes practically intolerable.
ReplyDeleteSure seems like these people are going in for the kill and want me to drop. The way my nerves are hit, head is disoriented, and the microwave is making things intolerable and utter misery now. Every day just isn't relenting.
Seems like i'm just marked for death by this sick scheme. I think my targeting has been much more a personal thing to start out and they are using what they've seen of me over the years against me now and have judged me not fit for living or some sick little reasoning in their heads. I honestly don't think i'm going to survive this anymore.
ReplyDeleteGave me another scare with these weapons last night. Can't even explain what they did but wasn't fun. If something does happen to me here, it will be murder from these weapons.
ReplyDeleteUnder heavy attack since wakening today. Ears constantly ringing off the charts. They are locked on my head 24/7.Should also mention for sometime now they've been hitting my torso especially while sleeping to cause early disease. Hitting my spleen and liver. Had an upper/lower scope 2 years ago and shortly after started having swelling in places i never had before. My entire torso changed shape. Had testing done and swollen liver, spleen, and pancreas came back, along with irritated esophagus. I had an iron gut and never issues like this of any kind until after my scoping. This may be why they decided to up it from harassment to torture smelling blood in the water.This and that they would rather keep me here to torture and kill me instead if letting me go trucking, traveling, and living a free life. I'm currently trying to reverse and regenerate my gut issues all the while these assholes are frying my insides while i sleep. I find it hard that my bodies reaction to the scoping is all just another coincidence of so many coincidences over the years. I do believe i was implanted in my GI tract while under the scoping, as i am hit localized even in buildings on my torso. Who knows what else they may have done to me. All i know is my life has been destroyed by "the system" and now i feel they are trying to end it. If something happens to me "natural causes" my ass.
ReplyDeleteDon't now how much more abuse my body can take of this. It's so bad again. Ear humming, being radiated, constant disorientating hitting my head heavy. Not even to mention the other pain in neck, shoulder, and everywhere else. This shit is destroying my life and going to end it if it doesn't led up at some point. I just can't grasp how this can be happening to me and other innocent people and these utter trash get away with torture and murder. I just can't fathom it.
ReplyDeleteThese weapons are really wearing on me. It's too much too often. I believe i'm one of the unfortunate prime targets that they just want dead for whatever sick reason. The disgusting way i'm hit feels so awful it's indescribable and feels like pre-death. The few times it actually does fully relent, but not for long, everything returns to normal. Sometimes it's gradual, sometimes it literally like they have a knob and they can _completely_ control my health and well-being by either turning it up or down. This did not happen overnight. This has been years in the making and many unfortunate circumstances and events have led up to this. My name is Craig Alling, and i am being murdered by direct energy weapons above me 24/7/365 ANY and EVERY where i go. No escaping this. No respid. Only when they decide to give me some. The hits to the head, nerves, and overall body(microwave,scalar) is destroying me and my life. And there is absolutely nothing directly i can do about it. No authority figures to go to for help. You have to figure in some way money has to be an end game here and they cash in on some targets when they die from abuse of these military weapons. This scheme has may angles, and goes far and deep, and for me, it certainly feels like it went from years of covert spying and gathering info on me, to years of harassment-mainly insanely bizarre aircraft harassment and stalking only believable by the one it's being done to, to now and overt torture-death campaign. This has been at least 21 years in the making and i never realized until recently how deep i was in and how long i've been targeted. I used to read about people saying how they were being tortured 24/7 a few years back and even i couldn't relate and would question how and if anyone could or would do that to someone. Well, now i know for 100% fact, that this torturing of innocent civilians is indeed true. And it's going to kill me for sure if it doesn't relent.
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ReplyDeleteThings are pretty bad now. It's all day, everyday and into the night. No respid and no escape from it. Truly feels like this is a torture-death campaign that has been on me now for over a year and shows no signs of relenting.
ReplyDeleteNowhere to go for help either because the powers that be are literally letting this happen. I am being murdered every day and nobody can help me. How fucked up is this shit going on?????
I drove to Hamden today to check out a Goodwill store for resell on ebay and the entire time everything is amped up like in every other fucking store i go in. Causing pain virtually all over my torso shoulder, nerves. It's disgusting. Indescribable.
I'm suppose to get my rfid scan March 8th. If something happens to me before then you'll know why. They don't want me showing evidence of anything. All i want to do is get what i know is inside me the fuck OUT so maybe i can have some free range from these damn weapons. That's all.
Sleep is shittier lately. Never can get a full nights true rest. Every day as soon as i get up and start moving around the ear humming/vibrating starts and doesn't stop usually til night time. been a real struggle lately. Shit, it's a struggle in so many various ways on all levels. I just can't get past how our government and authority figures could allow this to happen. This fact is as sickening as the torture itself.
ReplyDeleteUnder horrible attack basically all day into night now. The only way i can describe it is as per usual left inner ear VIBRATING/HUMMING(not ringing even though my tinnitus is off the charts with being hit to the head 24/7), being hit to my nerves in a way that just destroys any chance of well-being, and virtually a constant lock on my head again insuring i have no quality of life. My hideous perps know this and know exactly what they're doing to me. They mean me much harm and want to completely destroy my life. I have some very sickening disgusting people on me with these weapons. Everywhere i go, as usual there is no escaping or respid until they decide.
ReplyDeleteAlso should mention they've been giving me more attacks in ways that would absolutely threaten my life if they continued. Hard to explain but if you can imagine what electronic torture feels like and when amped up so badly to cause bad disorientating, feeling your blood rush out of your extremities, (or into?). It's a quick reminder of how fast these weapons can kill someone in an instant if they decided too. Not fun at all. But very real.
ReplyDeleteI'm being tortured now all day, every day and into the night. Between the constant deep inner ear humming, the head disorientating, and the way they hit my nerves in a way it gets to my core and is an absolutely sickening miserable feeling. If MONEY isn't the end game with me and other targets, then why do this to someone and keep doing this to someone if you don't want them dead? I'm telling you now life insurance policies taken out in our names illegally overseas could most definitely be playing a role here. I also think some of the vendetta targeting like i believe mine is at least it started that way, could be more privatized than we think. Private entities with money buying these weapons, setting a person up to torture and kill them. That's what i feel is happening to me.
ReplyDeleteJust tried going to a Goodwill to do some ebay arbitrage and had to leave because was being hit to head and some to the nerves to the point it became pointless for me to stay any longer. Just walking straight became a chore. To all the people reading this who aren't target GET YOUR HEADS OUT OF YOUR ASSES because we are not crazy, this shit is very real.I understand how you couldn't believe this could be happening and that there are actually sick enough degenerate good for nothing sub-humans out there that could take a a job doing this torture to others because what they're doing to us just isn't believable. That's why this has been so hard to get out to the public and educate THE TRUTH to the masses because what's being done to me and others goes so far beyond what our minds are taught and learned to believe is reality, and this just isn't a reality anyone not going thru it is going to believe or except until it happens to them. I've said it time and time again, all i can do is write down here the absolute 100% TRUTH of what is being done to me. This is just not something anyone can just conjure up in their minds of being ELECTRONICALLY TORTURED, period.
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ReplyDeleteLocked on to my head as usual causing disorientation, putting stress to heart and messing with nerves all at the same time. Give me dizzy spells at times too. I feel they don't want me getting scanning and in general life is in danger. The way they've made me suffer this past year and of late.
ReplyDeleteFrom the time they start microwaving me at various times in the morning to get out of bed, until i go to bed sometimes longer, i am "hit" in various ways _all_ day, every day. It is constant. Try to imagine living with a deep inner ear humming, being disoriented virtually constantly, your nerves being hit at the same time at various degrees and just being made to feel that just getting thru the day is a hassle not enjoying any quality of life only the few times when they relent to feel somewhat like yourself. Just wish they would back off to the point i can be functional without having to fight and suffer so much so often. I just can't understand why certain people with money and power would set this up and do such a horrible thing to ANYONE, not just good innocent civilians. NOBODY deserves to be tortured. Sick, sadistic money grubbing greed is not an excuse, nor is a vendetta,etc. THERE IS NO REASON TO DO THIS TO PEOPLE!!!!
ReplyDeleteBeing hit all day everyday. Unrelenting.
ReplyDeleteBeing hit heavy to head all day. Disoriented to misery and no quality of life. Just suffering. Last night kept me up til 7am with what i believe was scalar waves. Feels like they want me dead how i'm attacked so heavy and often now. Don't want me to get scanning Tuesday.
ReplyDeleteBeing tortured as usual all day in some capacity. Things amped up hitting head, ear humming, and nerves. Non stop, all day. Scan for implants tomorrow.
ReplyDeleteRelatively ok past few days with today being more quiet. But now while on computer the humming in my ear is amped up. It's a direct signal going into my ear as the humming almost stops when i put a thick piece of blocking material over it. Trying to figure out from my scan results exactly how they're doing this. Will update on scanning when get a chance but 18 emf spots found on my body, meaning area emitting frequency from nano materials that are in my body. Not sure how all of them got there but have them on my head, chest, neck, legs, torso. Would explain how they're able to track and hit me anywhere. Always figured it was implant but this specific nano material is obviously just as good. Also, 5 frequencies were detected being directed at me, which the exact numbers have been documented as to be able to trace where their coming from. Anyways, pretty tired as they didn't let me sleep much last night. Very aggravating this shit to say the least.
ReplyDeleteBeing hit in a weird way at the moment. Can't explain it. Making my hearing go in and out and other weird feeling stuff.
ReplyDeleteAttacks have been much more dialed back since a few days after my scanning. Don't trust it though. Never know what they have in store. May be waiting to see what my next move will be moving forward, if i'm going to build a case. Not sure. My scanning showed a lot of good evidence though. Not complaining at the moment though. Still attacked just not nearly at the levels i was before. Doesn't mean something unforeseen could happen. This is still a very undesirable situation right now and will be for while.
ReplyDeleteAttacks up more today. Hitting head, of course the fucking left ear humming, the mind numbing which realy fucks with your brain. One minte you can be singing along to a song the next feeling sad and depressed as shit. And no this isn't damn bi-polar. Again this shit mimics mental illness in many ways for us to look crazy. Body is worn out at the moment. These weapons get inside you, especially if they have implants and/or nano tech in you. Which i just found out i have 18 emf spots all over y body giving off between .02-.05 frequency. Along with 5 incoming signals directed on me. My recent scan confirmed this. Have them on my head, neck, arms, legs, gut near where i had surgery and unexplained pain AFTER it, shoulder, face, and foot. I believe most if not all were injected. Next to impossible to rove who actually may have done this to me but hospitals and certain clinics supposedly do this shit to people for "research" i guess. I wonder if they know just how much they are fucking a target when they put this shit in us, only to be tracked and tortured afterwards. Like i said, it 3wasnlt until after 2 surgeries and an upper/lower scoping did i start being tracked and 'hit'/tortured EVERYWHERE i go.
ReplyDeleteAll of it is just such senseless evil.
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ReplyDeleteJust got back from a little drive i took out of my area and of course basically what i expected which they've been doing since this torture started. They simply will not let me stay anywhere away from my home out of my area, period. Overnight, forget it. Drove and hour to pick something up, then tried to visit a fellow target close form there. Not happening. They hit me in a way that just can't be fought and becomes so intolerable, i had to leave her house just about 10 minutes in. Hit hard entire way home as well. My scanned showed and emf spot on my neck, which indicates to me they probably have something attached to my vagas nerve because every time i get hit heavy and my nerves are affected my throat gets sore and raspy. I/we are dealing with true degenerate good for shit faceless terrorists right here, all over this country, yet no authority figure does fucking shit about it, utterly sickening. I just can't fathom how actual humans could even exist and do this to another. I think they must be aliens in human form who's bodies have been taken over by them, no joke.
ReplyDeleteJust paid to have a patch test done by Dr Staninger which reveals more of exactly what's in and going on inside your body. Treatment protocol is given after results. I sure as hell hope i can get whatever shit is inside of me out so i can stop being tracked and tortured the way i am which is _really_ screwing up my daily way of life and overall health and well-being.
ReplyDeleteI've said it before and will say it again, if something unforeseen happens to me, it will not be "natural causes", as "they" like it to look like and have done to other targets. I am moving forward and will continue moving forward with my case, if the scum powers that be let me. God bless us all.
Attacks back to so-called normal once again. Locked on my head ALL DAY causing disorientating, left ear humming as usual. Come home to go on computer then the microwave starts, ear humming/vibrating basically off the charts. Making me feel miserable with no chance at any quality of life when being hit this heavy this often. I am virtually tortured non-stop from when i get up til the time i try and get rest and relax in bed. The ear humming starts the second i get up and usually doesn't stop until i start relaxing in bed whenever it is they let me.
ReplyDeleteAs usual, tortured in some way or another non-stop all day into night and sleep sometimes no picnic either. The way they feel the need to constantly hit my head to disorient and mess with my nerves and destroy my well-being is just so hideous. Only people that have sold out their fellow human and sold their soul to the devil could do such indescribable things to another.
ReplyDeleteAbout 3-4 hours of "relief" total today. Otherwise hit heavy to head disorienting, bit with the nerves and balance, and of course the deep inner ear vibrating. Was hit heavy to head entire time trying to walk off some pounds i need to lose. Then came back and hit even heavier to head making my first youtube vid of my targeting. Every day a variation of a living hell but i will keep fighting.
ReplyDeleteALL OF US need to be doing EVERYTHING we can to expose this hideous life destroying shit. Don't let our suffering be for nothing for the love of Christ. Future targets and generations are counting on US....NOW.
Hard pressed not to think this is a torture-death campaign on me now. To be tortured in such a way that is indescribable for this long without relenting things at times really seem hopeless. But i'll keep fighting the judging worthless cowards.
ReplyDeleteLast night wasn't fun. Started hitting heart around 4am and still making it jump now. Something new they did also was make me short of breath but with a lump in the throat making it hard to breathe at times and waking me when trying to sleep. The overall feeling was another way to make me suffer.
ReplyDeleteSeems when i try to have a few drinks they make me pay for it now.
Being hit with what feels like lower frequency scalar waves now. Ear humming is toned down but then being made sick from this. Never stops. Always something non-stop, all day.
ReplyDeleteLast night was not fun. From 2am til just about got u from bed around 12:30 was tortured. Making entire body and heart vibrate, and other things hard to explain in words. Every time i have a few drinks now they punish me. Seemingly always being judged by these people that should be the last ones judging anyone. I have these weapons on me 24/7 being operated remotely. They also take away all privacy with their spy equipment and drones. This is just fact.
ReplyDeleteThese weapons being permanently locked on my body are wearing me down. Did some lawn care work today and would've been fine but constantly being radiated which gets to your absolute core makes everything that much harder. Overall the torture is consistent, ongoing, and destroying my life, disallowing me to work, taking my physical and mental well-being away from me like a thief, and just making me feel sick basically constantly. Being social now seemingly is impossible. If Dr Staninger's detox protocol for nano technology doesn't help i'm in trouble, not that i'm not in a bad situation already. This has been going on for well over a year now and i feel since it hasn't relented yet, is a torture-0death campaign against me. Just as sickening as this being done to me is, there is nobody i can go to authority figure wise to get immediate help. That's what us targets are dealing with here people. Were being tortured and murdered and we have NOWHERE to go for help because it's all a cover up. Absolutely disgusting how this could be happening to innocent people, or anyone for that matter.
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ReplyDeleteAttacks so heavy to the head, nerves. All day into night, Non stop.
ReplyDeleteThey've ruined my relationships with friends and some family, discredited me, made me look crazy by having me admitted to a loony bin(which is on my permanent record now), taken my health away, my basic free will, torture me heavily every day, psychologically fuck with me with death threats in their unique ways only i could understand(as i'm sure you all understand), know my every damn thought, what i hear and say, are destroying my overall health and well-being with these drone weapons that are constantly on me 247, am watched like a terrorist non-stop( has to be audio/vid surviellance somewhere), being judged and punished for doing things that are suppose to be private and nobodies damn business but mine(yes i have made mistakes and done things i'm not proud of in my life but these shit are nobody to judge.), and this all started basically over a tif on an internet posting board over 15 years ago, which i believe is part of a vendetta against me in the most evil and pussified way. How in the FUCK can this be allowed to happen and nobody will help???!!!!! Such a DISGRACEFUL INJUSTICE.
ReplyDeleteHit as usual all day. Today again heavy..Nerves, head disoriented, as usual the left ear humming. This is beyond my core. One simply cannot conjure up this level of torment and misery. I believe they want me to crack with this level of torment but i will keep fighting.
ReplyDeleteWas just under and still am under very heavy attack at the moment. Very heavy to the core microwave. Just an absolutely awful feeling. Domestic terrorism is and has been here folks. Wonder how long they will torment me before they decide to end me? Certainly feels like it being under such heavy attacks for so long.
ReplyDeleteHeavy hits to head all day until now. Feels like they want me to go crazy or kill myself before they take me out. Don't really know what to say here at this point. Things are very bad. Please all who read this is NOT mental illness. You cannot make this kind of torment and torture up in your head.
ReplyDeleteBeing hit heavy again to the head, all day, basically non-stop. Destroying any possibility of normalcy and taking away all enjoyment from life. Microwaved when trying to use laptop as always. Making my life a living hell. How can this be data collection sure seems like it's personal and shear sadistic pleasure of the weak and soulless and want to put me through hell before ending me. I mean how can you put someone thru this and not want to do them harm?
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ReplyDeleteGot more evidence from my toxicology report that showed some things not allowed to discuss openly but looks like i'm at the very least being used as a lab rat. Everything has been amped up and i'm attacked all day without much relief. I have some very evil ones on me that want to completely destroy me and my life making me feel this way. They know exactly what they're doing and how these weapons are making me feel. In the process of trying to get this nano tech shit out of my body as well to hopefully help with the tracking/torture. Just a very rough going right now. Unrelenting torment.
ReplyDeleteI posted this on some of the facebook targeted community walls...
ReplyDeleteWhat do you all think about the whole life insurance policies taken out in our names overseas with someone who looks like us or is our clone thing? Since they have our DNA supposedly and perhaps these overseas companies aren't completely on the up and up and are happy to give out policies as long as they get their premiums for some years i do think there is something to this. I do think money is involved in some of our end games.
You also hear how some targets have been taken out because of them not wanting us to be liabilities, but then others are able to sue and get millions in settlements out of court. The shame here is these settlements are not on public record nor able to be discussed so even though the enemy may lose a court case here or there, i don't think they see it as a big deal money wise and exposure wise as long as it stays off the record.
And i think this is more rogue and private criminal entities too. Once the bounty is on us, they look at us as expendable. Although shear sadistic gain is involved here, i believe perhaps that trying to get us to commit suicide so they can collect on us or cause cancer or other disease to end us early is all involved. Each target is different i know, but i do think some of it comes down to either personal vendetta, how much they have the hooks in you as a target, and just how much they have to gain from your death, as to how heavily targeted you might be. Just thinking out loud here. Could be wrong.
Beam locked on head. Causing disorientation. Stress to body.
ReplyDeleteAnother weird disorientating feeling to head.
ReplyDeleteGiving me death scares with these f'n weapons right now. Body vibrating. Some other stuff which is hard to describe.
ReplyDeleteWere giving me scares with these f'n weapons a few nights ago. Body vibrating. Some other stuff which is hard to describe.
ReplyDeleteNumbing me out causing bad depression and brain fog. Another Ti is coming over soon guess they want me even more miserable than usual.
ReplyDeleteDrone formations much lower tonight. 2 especially. Not usual. Been made to feel sick tonight and giving me those drone attack scares again often tonight. I believe these things can definitely kill one quickly. Suppose to have another TI visiting and helping with things for a few days. Have said it before but it definitely feels there up to something that seems very evil against me.
ReplyDeleteNow what's wrong with a world in which these death drones can just hover over me torturing me all day and any time they want they can just take me out? How can this be allowed to happen ? I have basically no free-will, and have been a slave to these weapons since the daily torture started about a year and a half ago. I try to go visit someone and they hit me in a way i have to come home as soon as i arrive 10 minutes later. I feel my life lately is in danger daily the way they torment me. Don't think they want me gathering evidence with Dr Staninger either. They just won't back off me, maybe if they did i would go about my life and move on with things, but they won't.
Feels like they have it in for me lately and late last night and now this morning not letting me sleep hitting in those ways that can make ya feel end is near. Hard to describe the feeling but it's not good right now.
ReplyDeleteFighting the fight. On a nano detox protocol as things were found in my body that just shouldn't be there and trying to get it the hell out so i can have some free range from these weapons. In some ways is has been better but at the same time between the detox symptoms and being hit heavy with another TI here fixing my truck things have been amped up telling me that after the first week of detoxing i felt much better was just a tease. I wish i could explain how this feels so people not going thru this could understand but it's very hard to. Been giving me scares at night knowing there hands are on the controls. Again, stuff nobody not going going thru it could understand. These weapons can kill, and make it look like "natural causes".
ReplyDeleteHitting my nerves heavy all day today and since Frank has been here fixing my truck. Really hope getting this nano out and in the specific areas they're hitting helps because this is too heavy too often. Just awful.
ReplyDeleteDon't even know what to say right now. Being attacked so heavy and in various ways continuously all day non stop. These people mean me much harm. Spoke way too soon last week when i said the nano detox was working and was feeling better. Will never get better if i get hit so heavy so often. I hear the nano proliferate with frequency, which is constantly on me 24/7 basically. Just spent right now. Just seems i can't win no matter what i do. Just feels they really have it in for me and just for some disgusting reasoning inside their sick heads won't let me live any kind of normal life.
ReplyDeleteJust to note... Most of my documenting here has been done while under some kind of bad electronic attack, which i see looking back on my typing i have many errors, mostly because typing and focusing when under attack can be difficult. it gets to your core in ways you couldn't ever imagine. it's absolutely horrible.
ReplyDeleteEverything amped way down for a good while now. Either the nano tech detox is working(though still able to charge me up pretty good when they want to) or they're up to something else.
ReplyDeleteJust when you think it couldn't get any worse now my left ear has been under extreme attacks non stop now for 2 days. Horrible ear, jaw, and nerve pain under ear. Was moaning out loud in torment 2 nights ago now it's just non stop.Can barely hear out of left ear. Pain so bad besides myself. I may go to the ER and get checked out just so people know it's nothing organic and can't be treated so if pain continues will show not organic pain. Not sure what they're objective here is but right now it's intolerable.
ReplyDeleteNot sure what happened to about half of my postings but I know I stsrted this blog around March of last year.
ReplyDeleteBeing hit with yet another, different hideous frequency right now. Ugh, hard to explain but it's not fun. Making me feel sick in general. Affecting my nerves and disorienting a little. As usual the deep inner ear humming/vibrating which at times and right now is making it feel as if my skull and entire body are vibrating.
ReplyDeleteNot doing well at all today and lately. These bastards are literally killing me with these damn weapons. I wonder how much my head is worth?Hitting my organs as i sleep and rest, making my ass sore, stomach churn, heart skip all over the places, chocking me so my wind is short and breathing isn't right, causing much stress to my heart, not to mention the bone conduction-inner ear humming, hitting of my nerves virtually constantly, and just feeling tired and sick in general. I just very well may be the ones that doesn't survive this. No joke.
ReplyDeleteThey have a beam locked on my head causing serious disorientation. Worse i've ever experienced. Can't escape it and at the moment it's not relenting. The more i move and turn my head the worse it is. OMG.
ReplyDeleteI posted this tonight on Facebook. The torture is horrible once again lately.
ReplyDeleteNot sure how many of my non TI friends will actually read this but all I have to say right now is, on the souls of all my loved ones, what I have been trying to tell you about the absolute and utter torment I have been ensuring for about 19 months now is 100% truth and fact. I understand completely what I am saying is beyond bizarre and simply not believable, but all I can do is simply speak the truth. I don't really know what else to say anymore as I have posted many links and tried to explain the best I can what is being done not just to me but so many others in this country and around the world. If you want quick reference Google "David Voigts cross country walk to raise awareness of targeted individuals." He is an ex navy grad and is very aware of what is going on from his training in the Navy. He didn't like what he saw which is INNOCENT CIVILIANS BEING TORTURED BY MILITARY GRADE DIRECT ENERGY WEAPONS. Some being used as weapons testing but what is also being done is that it is believed these weapons have fallen in the hands of civilian criminal gangs, able to somehow get access to these weapons and being taught how to operate them for spying and torture programs. These weapons are a complete life rape, period. I know because I now live with this every day, all day, basically non stop. It's living hell. No other way to put it. And our powers that be are not helping us, therefore they are enabling this program to continue on as it has for many years now, just under different names. This country has a history of torture programs. Look em up. And this is just another one of them. Don't ask me why they chose me. That's not the question. The question is how in the hell can this utter inhumane atrocity be allowed to go on without us getting the help we so desperately need NOW, before any more innocent good people of this world die from excessive abuse of these weapons? Again, people, TERRORISM is and has been going on in THIS country and the terrorists are OUR OWN FELLOW CITIZENS.
This is nothing but the truth. This is not Craig Alling having a nervous breakdown. I have not gone mad. In fact, I am one of the most level headed and SANE people you will ever know. It's just a damn shame I have to suffer so horribly every day now and all the while look crazy when all I'm trying to do is expose the truth. In fact please share this with as many people as possible. I am not concerned with how many people see this post and think I'm crazy. All I want is for the truth to get out. I will not compromise and not speak my mind all the while suffering horribly each and every day. It is indeed fact, and no not paranoia or going skitzo, that mine and all others lives in this program are threatened on a daily basis. This is our reality we have to now live with.
Thanks for reading.
Just posted this to my Facebook wall...
ReplyDeleteJust woke up with pain over my entire torso. This has happened many many times since this overt harassment/torture have started. I could even could feel and actually hear the pulsing vibration on my body. This is another thing they do, direct pain weapons at you while you sleep on specific body parts, especially organs, trying to cause early disease, cancer, and premature death. People this isn't crazy talk nor delusional thinking, it's just the facts. Like I've said earlier, this program is specifically set up so those who are targeted look crazy when we try to explain what's being done to us. Folks, there are people out there in the secret world that once a judgement is made that you are a "undesirable", or "expendable", then your put on a shit list, so to speak, and for life. Whether it's "weapons testing", which has been going on for decades in this country, do the research yourself, or rogue criminal groups(yes, CIVILIANS) with access to these military grade weapons, you are now targeted for harassment and/or torture for life. Some they may back off of after a period of time, some they don't, every targets situation is different. And now of course this will really sound crazy, but there is even talk that somehow they are able to get all the needed info on you to take out life insurance policies overseas in targets names, and when a target eventually passes from the excessive abuse from these weapons, they then collect on the multiple policies taken out on them. I could go into more detail here but will keep it at that for not wanting to sound even crazier. But this type of scheme would explain how they're able to afford and gain access to this hi tech military grade machinery. Isn't money always the bottom line in such or most evil?
Anyways, since I have already been discredited and probably thought of as just gone mad, I figure why not just tell it like it is, giving nothing but my truthful and factual experience with this hell I have to live with. The more i am targeted, the more compelled I feel to tell my story. If this is going to destroy my life across the board, then I am going to get the truth out about this horrible atrocity that has been going on far too long with nobody doing absolutely anything about it. Again, this is not just a Craig Alling thing. There are now literally many THOUSANDS of other innocent victims in the entire world that are suffering at the hands of this devious, simply unimaginable, and beyond bizarre scheme. Again, all I can do is tell what is absolute FACT and truth. It's up for you to decide whether to just do the initial knee jerk reaction and call me crazy, or seriously start questioning your reality around you. Maybe this will never effect you in any way, or just maybe this will eventually start happening to someone close to you, or perhaps even you yourself, as I assure you this is only going to get worse before better. This is happening to far too many people for all of them just to be labeled crazy or delusional. It simply is not possible for so many people to be complaining of the same horrible things being done to them. These people are not crazy, just unfortunate targets.
Being attacked horribly today all day since morning. All kinds of frequencies being directed at me. It's absolutely awful and at times today has felt terror like. You cannot conure this up in your head.
ReplyDeleteNot letting me sleep. This is unusual and the feeling is not fun.
ReplyDeleteThis IS terrorism.
Everything amped up very badly today. I wish you could all experience this just for one day so then you will truly know my pain and how I suffer with this. It's an absolute nightmare it truly is living like this. They attack you in such a way that's so disgusting and hideous if you try to explain to somebody or if they see you suffering they're going to think you're a mental patient when the fact is you're being flat-out tortured. Just wanted to document. Not really sure what else to say but just tell exactly what's happening to me.
ReplyDeleteHow could anyone ever imagine they would be born just to suffer?
Being attacked horribly basically the entire time driving for Uber. Making it hard to make money and my own way in life. Head and nerves attacked badly making it a miserable experience. You've picked a hell of a life for yourselves perps. You're the weak and we know what you are. Hopefully someday you will be exposed and justice will find you. In the meantime keep hiding behind that steel curtain.
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ReplyDeleteAgain being terrorized in my own bed. Feel like a sitting duck. Tell me how and why i would make this up?
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ReplyDeleteRF being amped up while sitting in my room trying to get shit done. Virtually constant current running thru my body now all day into night varying in intensity. It's a horrible to your core radiated feeling that makes you besides yourself and in constant fight mode. No escaping it no matter where I go. Gets to the core of your nerves. Brain is also attacked in a way making it hard to focus or think straight thoughts. Feels like there's a lock or my brain or gets "jammed" whenever I try to think. This is a physical and mental torture prison. No other way to put it. When driving my new car the attacks have been so severe lately so obviously they are locked into my body somehow.
DeleteTortured horribly again as usual entire time driving for a ride share company. These weapons can cause so many symptoms. One thing you do know now as a target is what is organic and what isn't that's being done to your body. Unless you experience it yourself you just couldn't possibly understand.
ReplyDeleteAnother day of constant, yes constant torture. It feels like I have a continuous non stop current going thru my body affecting to the core of my nerves and putting stress to my heart while causing in some way disorientation. I used to get some true breaks of relief but now it feels as if it's virtually constant every damn day. Then I try and work driving ride share and am under constant heavy attacks basically the entire time. Then I come home only to still be under microwave attack while making my heart jump all over the place for hours. This is my living hell, everyday. Oh, can't forget to mention the brain stuff and being radiated out of bed almost every day as well. I often wonder if any others have it as badly as I do. I know others suffer greatly too but I wonder if on this much of a persistent level.
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ReplyDeleteTortured virtually non-stop as usual the entire day and horribly at night driving for rideshare. I moan out often in torment. I don't know why I am such a prime target that is tormented so badly so often. They've been watching me and harassing me for over 10 years, probably longer and now about 22 months since the torture started it is still unrelenting.
ReplyDeleteThis is my hell. I assure you this is not made up conjured mental illness shit. This is very real. This kind of torment I'm describing here I understand just isn't believable unless experiencing it yourself. I am not alone with this. There are many others. About 22 months now of overt torture. Yes, torture. Harassment started around 2000, shortly after a threat on an internet newsgroups/Usenet. Then daily April 2004 and how now progressed to what you read here. Terrorism is happening and has been for years now in this country, and world-wide. We are in very sick times with all this technology that is being abused and in the hands of civilians, who are spying, stalking, harassing, and flat out torturing it's subjects. Think of me what you will, all I'm doing is telling my 100% factual truth. I read a similar blog like this a few years back and didn't believe it myself, but now I do, because unfortunately I am experiencing it myself.
ReplyDeleteBeing hit with a frequency that is yard to describe but is putting stress on body like most if not all of them do. Causing little disorienting.
ReplyDeleteMoaning out load pain when trying to move around in bed last night. Hitting my upper back and neck hard all night. Most definitely directed energy pain. You you can differentiate after a while what is organic pain and what isn't.
ReplyDeleteJust a few minutes ago felt absolutely fine now suddenly feel disoriented and hypnotic like feeling. Using these nano head implants to cause this I have to believe. There's nothing wrong with my brain, spine, blood work, etc. I've had all the testing done before I knew exactly what was going on here. MRI, CT scan, x-rays... This is definitely coming from an outside source as this is in no way organic. Just feel the need to document. I can be feeling great one second then within minutes if not seconds be moaning in torment.
ReplyDeleteI know now I was used as a guinea pig 21 years ago and probably more times than once. This is another story but not unrelated here.
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DeletePeople I'm now truly starting to doubt if this torment of this level this often is ever going to relent and have to now say I am honestly not only extremely concerned for my well being, but my life. The shit these weak good for nothing's have put me thru is beyond words and going on almost 2 years of over horrible daily torture. The way they attack my nerves and brain/head non stop now is just destroying my life. Thr shits aren't even giving me a punchers chance with this and seems like it's a torture badly til death campaign against me. Between the implants shown in my scanning and the 4 constant frequencies I have directed ON me, and this level of persistence of torture, they are not giving me a chance at any normalcy whatsoever. Doing delivery I walk into my restaurants and am a complete and total mess. Nerves fried and head spinning. I truly am in a living hell. This is murder here if something happens to me.
DeleteUnder attack all day as soon as I get up til I "wind down" at night. My nerves are attacked in a way that gets to my absolute core and beyond. It is the most awful feeling and is indescribable. Not to mention the virtually constant disorienting in some way. I used to get breaks now I seeminglya get none. This is too much stress for my body to sustain.
ReplyDeleteBeing tortured badly attacking my nerves and head constantly non stop. If at some point they don't back off me I'm just gonna end up dropping dead. No joke. This is so horrible.
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ReplyDeleteTrying to enjoy Christmas with the family and of course the idiot handlers who just won't be ignored and MUST be front and center in my life, start being attacked to where i need to go in my room for awhile. Of course this anti-social behavior just looks like par for the course with me as they've been working me covertly numbing me out and other things to keep myself isolated so that when this bullshit went overt 2 years ago it would just seem that "Oh well, Craig just lost his noodle finally". NOT!! This goes far and deep with me and is nothing as it seems on the surface i assure you. This is what this "program does". It plays you, discredits you, then bamn, goes overt with the torture to destroy you. Talking to Robert Duncan personally i know that my looney bin stay and getting a bullshit diagnosis(family put me there when i first started being attacked and didn't know what the hell was going on myself and acting out in ways i never have before) has "furthered me into the program" because now the perps/handlers, CONTRACTERS,etc know i've been discredited and limits my defense of this evil being used against me. I will be working on getting this completely unjustified stay and utter bullshit diagnoses off my records permanently as it simply does not belong there.
ReplyDeleteAnyways, still under attack as my entire body is starting to vibrate, the left inner ear humming/vibrating(no it's not tinnitus even tho i get that very badly now) is amped up and being made disoriented yet again.
Anyways, Merry Christmas!!!
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ReplyDeleteNerves being attacked seemingly continually along with the same disorienting of the head. The body just can't sustain these kind of continued attacks, they know this. Guess they want me to just drop.
ReplyDeleteEverything has been amped up. I'm tortured so horribly to the point of literally moaning out in torment. So heavy so often. Have done this countless times now driving and doing deliveries. I'll say it again for the thousandth time, you simply cannot conjure up this kind of torment in your head. Not possible.
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ReplyDeleteBeing attacked now virtually constantly from the time I get up to when I am "allowed" to wind down at night, which isn't always a picnic. Head feels like a balloon and my nerves are beyond shot when being hit like this. No chance of any kind of contentedness whatsoever when your constantly besides yourself. This isn't paranoia talking when I say this believe me but when you are put into this horrible torture list I have heard the stories things can get downright dangerous here. I know because it's happened to me. I could try to explain to you what they did which was life threatening but you wouldn't understand. Again this is not stuff you can just make up in your head. You know when you are being _electronically_ tortured, period. It is unlike anything you could ever possibly imagine.
ReplyDeleteDoes the fact that my scanning showed 4 constant incoming frequencies on me, 18 emf spots on my body including 5 on my head and face, 1 large emf spot emitting from my neck, 1 on my vagus nerve which in part controls nerves and goes directly down around the heart, others near the neck area, 2 on my back, 1 right where my sciatic nerve is, 2 on my shoulder where i have had 2 episodes of excruciating pain in those exact locations moaning out load for hours on end, and 1 on my foot where i now frequently have had pain "pings", tingling literally may 100's of times at the base of my neck since my surgery 21 years ago which is exactly where our CNS is, along with a hard pain itch 5 inches down my spine from there which would more than explain the enabling of the horrible attack on the nerves... all of this started shortly after my 2 nasal surgeries 21 years ago now in which for whatever reason they did a horrible job aesthetically and literally butchered my nose and had to do corrective surgery which they still didn't do right. Does any of this mean anything here? How about the fact that i have a constant inner humming/vibration signal going into my left ear virtually non stop except when sleeping? And that how this signal basically stops when i put a sheet of mylar over it? I can also tell you about how for a period of about 36 hours, in the same ear i had excruciating pain non stop which caused me to be awake all night screaming out in torment. It was like your worst ear infection multiplied a thousand times. This was not just typical ear ache/infection shit, but pain you couldn't possibly imagine non stop. It only relented when they decided it was enough torture.
ReplyDeleteAll i'm trying to do is prove that there is a precedence here of non consensual human experimenting going on. I won't even go into detail of the mind control effects that i now know went on shortly afterwards. But i'll say this, my personality changed. I started behaving in ways i never had before. They were all subtle but i know looking back i understand why. Again, it all looks like anti social behavior and mental issues, etc.blah blah blah, but i have lived it and know in my hearty of hearts, it was mind control. Really more like "mind numbing" out of a person. Never wanting to listen to my music which i always loved, playing the drums, so many things. I can't tell you how many times i would get that tingling feeling at the base of my neck then just go completely numb mentally. From highly functional to a complete dope. Bi-polar MY ASS.
I would love to mention the hospital that did this to me but i won't for various reasons. Anyways, this has all been coming so clear to me now looking back, and all i'm trying to do is tell the masses some seriously f*cked up shit is and has been going on for a long time with doing horribly life altering and destroying things to people with these implants, which then they're able to put the weapons on you and use you as their guinea pig and if unfortunate enough(me) for pure sadistic pleasure. Think of me what you will that's ok. I'm as sane as any one of you out there, believe me. Just much more aware of what truly is going on and being done to certain chosen unfortunate subjects. Again, just telling my story and the TRUTH. That's all this Bagel can do.
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ReplyDeleteAnd I can assure this is not just conjured up in my head irrational thoughts. I am targeted in a way that is at least right now not giving me any chance at living any type of normal life. I am coming to the realization that some very unethical shit was done to me while under for surgery as far back as 21 years ago. Non condrntual shit. The scanning showed EMF spots in very particular and specific places and more and more I see how they're able to do what they've been doing. So many horrible torturous things. I would use another word for torture of I had one because I understand it sounds completely Looney but it's the only word that fits. The only stress I have is from the consistent everyday abuse from these weapons.
DeleteEverything amped up lately. Fighting hard. Seeing a surgeon the 24th of this month and moving out son as well. Alot going on. These powers that be i feel donlt want me seeing this one and only surgeon that will detect and remove implants. Just found out from finally fully reading my report that i have a BAN(Body Area Network) implanted in me. Look it up for info Too tied right now to go into detail of this but it is most definitely not natural for anyone to have in them. This is more proof of the guinea i have been and am for this evil.
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ReplyDeleteWithout question these weapons can be lethal. I have had my share of scares. If I tried to explain to you the details of them you wouldn't understand. Let's just say you damn well know when your body is under attack, as mine is right now. This is a very evil and dangerous "program".
DeleteAnd there is so much other info on the web if you search "directed energy symptoms and effects". I have felt their effects both physically and mentally. Some days I have feared for my life, and that's not paranoia shit, but very real. You have to be targeted to understand.
Imagine your sitting in front of a huge TV for hours on end. All the emf you get from it builds and builds and naturally you have to move. Well, that's pretty much what it feels like when you're being radiated in your bed and if you're tracked and hit, you feel this way no matter where you go. Now just imagine this is your life every single damn day. Not to mention being disoriented at will like the wind because of fucking implants that who knows who put them there and for what reason. All these 18(minimum) EMF spots found on my body, this is no coincidence I am targeted so heavily. They are fully enabling my virtually constant attacks that has been destroying my life for 2 years now. Not to mention the 20, count it, TWENTY years of covert mind AND body control I have only now put together because of what has transpired these past few years. You start to put the pieces of the puzzle together. Looking back always wondering why this and why that. But still many of the pieces aren't put together yet and only by the grace of God they will and I'll have my freedom back. This being said I am up against some true evil here of which these hide behind the steel curtain cowards are torturing TERRORISTS, period. Of which only I could understand, they already made an attempt on my life, and if they end up taking me out, you can add murderers to their label.
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ReplyDeleteTargeted direct tracking frequencies on me 24/7/365. This is truly a sick sadistic surreal existence just for elite pleasure and "weapons testing". I am disoriented at will at any given time anywhere I go. I do believe there is an end game for heavy targets like myself and just a matter of time before they pull the plug on me. Stress, anxiety,etc won't kill me but these weapons constantly on me will and it will just look like no"natural causes". These people are torturing murdering historical sick SOB's.
ReplyDeleteMy targeting has gotten very severe of late. Worse than it has been since all this overt electronic torment shit started over 2 years ago now. Not sure what else to say right now. This is not paranoia when i say looking back this has the feel of being set up for the take down. Only others targeted like this could understand. God help me.
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ReplyDeleteWith my everyday targeting the way it's been now for almost 2 1/2 years, eventually I will fall victim to this absolute utter historical atrocity. I just hope my suffering won't be in vein and for nothing and that you all know that all I tried to do was nothing but do all I knew what to do and that was tell the _truth_ of this.
ReplyDeleteLooks like i'll need to see a dermatologist to have this implant that is literally on the right side of my face possibly removed. Clearly a foreign object right on my sinus you can see if you look closely enough.I can certainly feel it. All these years i wondered what this was, that suddenly appeared right after my horrible sinus surgery 22 years ago. Scanning showed a frequency being emitted from this exact spot as well. Think this is a coincidence? DON'T THINK SO. A very prominent hospital did some very bad and unethical things to me which is only now fully being used against me in such an evil and inhumane way. And the head implants are absolutely destroying my life, as i'm disoriented at will anywhere i go.
ReplyDeleteCould be potentially dangerous in the coming months if i decide to go see this guy who supposedly has a device that can not only disable nano technology but implants as well. Seems like my only hope of getting my life back.
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